I just messed up
big time. I think.
I don’t think I’m bad at heart-to-heart talks but note to self: do not do it through text.
This whole trying-to-be-honest-and-finally-saying-what-I’ve-always-wanted-to-say thing has caused me to hurt my buddy’s feelings. I think. (Because I did it the wrong way)
I hope not but
I am so sorry bud.
I hope I’m only being paranoid. I hope I didn’t mess up or anything.
Ugh, me and my “reasonable detachment” shiz. Sometimes I think too much. I doubt too much that I hurt the people who’re just trying to show me that they care.
Oh, self. You have some cleaning up to do.